Bum-mer

I lost my phone yesterday. Considering its the only phone I have - we dont have a land line - I was completely bummed! To top it off, Neil was out-of-state traveling. Thankfully his phone gets emails and at least I could email him. But goodness, I was super irritated. I still cant find it. I only went one place and its not there or in route to there. Ive looked everywhere imaginable. I lost it in like a 2 hour time frame. Im disgusted. So after the kids get up, we are off to the ATT store.

Yellow

Yellow is one of my most favorite colors. I have plans of painting Havens room a bright, sunny, cheery yellow. I love yellow - it reminds me of the warm sun. I hate yellow when my son uses it to describe the color of my teeth.

Our biggest fans

We had our biggest fans over for dinner tonight. Paul and Betty Read are so super supportive of me and my family. I cant tell you how much they have done for us. They are great friends of my parents - in fact they were my parents spiritual mentors when they were younger. When I moved to town, they quickly took me under their wing and had me over for dinner, helped me find a job, and in general, just looked out for me. Then when I got married, they loved Neil. Then when my kids came, they loved them too. These people (aside of course from our family, cause we all know they love us best and truly are #1) have done so much for me and for what I love, what I want to accomplish, what I feel and what I want to do for Jesus. Always listening, always praying, always loving. I think Justus definitely felt this tonight!

Huh?

This is the response I get most of the time when I tell or ask Justus anything. Even when I repeat myself 3000 times. I really have to stop and wonder if he cant hear me or doesnt get it or what. Im pretty sure Im not mumbling. Its not like for the previous days of his life I spoke any differently. Or maybe hes just repeating what I say to Neil.....I dont know but its getting on my nerves!

I want to make Jesus' head turn

As read on Beth Moores blog, I want to be so beautiful to Jesus that I make his head turn. And we know thats talking about inward beauty. Ive always striven to have my inward beauty far exceed any outward beauty I may possess. This comes as a fresh thought to me today tho, cause I sat in Beth Moores Esther bible study today with a group of women from my church. The majority of the time discussing was on beauty. With all the comments I heard, I can only hope to ground them with knowing it is Jesus Im trying to please. Not my husband (although I certainly want to and try), not society's view of beauty, nor expectations from anyone else. Lord, let me, help me, be beautiful to You!

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful" (1 Peter 3:3-5a).

Yay, Grass!

Well, we finally have grass in both the front and backyard - and actually its been there a few weeks now. But today was the first day that we could mow and Neil got out there and mowed, and it looks sooooo good! I love it!! And we planted some flowers and we got a fountain. We still have some more work to do, but its looking so much better. Oh, Im so excited! Here are some pics from today.

The Shack

This is a great read. I found it to be a great redemptive story. I did know a bit about it before I started to read. It definitely has some unexpected twists. Good stuff!